gilderstern

I keep having repeating dreams about photography: cameras and photographs. How can I take pictures while I am in this hell of no gradations? Shutter-less, I shudder. Clearly there is a city inside me much more terrible to transit than an outer. This metro-mind area of mine is a veritable fresh hell it's beautiful and I desire even to be it's urban thrall. An ancient capital rules behind me I the wallflower, and it the cornerstone. So how may I find my medium here? In that land I feel so estranged. My eyes are turned back and I want to photograph what I see. How do I expose the altar of the city center? Street photography was fun and easy for me, I just took a train and wandered downtown. I looked into alleys and put my face in the sidewalk steam. For the first time I paid attention to others, but there are no interesting others now, so I must find the line inside, a truly underground ride: the sub-way to my own metro mystery. So I dream deeper and remember clearer, but how do you